As you know by now this book is about my journey from little me, hiding away in a dark cave somewhere, transforming into all that I am, erasing fears, grounding my divinity here and now through a life where I hold nothing back and SHINE as all that I am! We can all do this. A large piece of that puzzle is Self Love and it has many expressions. The courage to follow our hearts, to step out of the familiar into the void, to not keep from ourselves the things we would give someone we love with all our heart.
Here's an experiment, think of someone you would do anything for, whether real or imagined. Your lover, your child, your bff. Now with the passion they imbue in you that makes you want them to be happy, what would you do for them? What would you give them? What would you deny them if you knew they needed it? I use my imaginary children as the main imaginary beings I would do anything for. Because they are under my care, I would make their lives as beautiful as I could within my power. If they wanted to create, I would get them everything they needed to feel as open and free to express themselves as possible. So then I must ask, why do I deny myself this? Rather than look into every "Reason" I should not have this, I just recognize that I do deserve this, and without forcing things at all just decide that I will no longer deny myself the things I would give my own children. Because this imaginary child in all likeliness really just my own inner child.
Today I am mostly preparing for the "twin flame" photo shoot on Sunday by sketching out ideas and getting clear how I see things. Today went by so fast, I really just gave myself the space to relax this week by postponing all of the jobs I was working on until next week. Our lives are in our hands, and if we want this flexibility the first step is deciding that we deserve it and vibrationally start aligning with the feeling of FREE!!!
You are free when you are enjoying yourself and having fun, when you have all but left your monkey mind behind and entered a state of being where joy is all that matters. Try thinking about anything while your going down a steep slide, or skydiving, or riding a horse for the first time. You are entirely enveloped by the moment. That's what we deserve at all times! We must chose this and vibrationally become free in every moment, recognizing what shifts our vibration. It could be taking a break every five minutes, it could be jumping jacks every ten. It could be training ourselves to breathe deeply through out the day. The logical mind says "How is this freeing me? How is this going to get me out of this job?" It will, because your spirit is saying "This feels good!" And that means you are shifting, keep it up and new ideas will come and more and more and your frequency will continue to shift, you'll find yourself enjoying yourself more of the time and soon enough your whole mindset will be different. But it starts with the decision that we deserve to feel free and the doing what shifts how we feel in the moment, consistently.
Just a quick meditation, sit up strait, and completely allow yourself to relax. Breathe gently and more fully. Try a slight smile like mona lisa. Try saying thank you with your heart now. Thank you to everything and everyone including yourself. Stay with that feeling of "thank you". Like everything around you is this giant Christmas gift you just forgot...
All things creative.