I'm feeling pretty good about the progress I've made to date. My attention has quickly moved from the idea of an epic adventure to feeling more deeply. Emotions are on overload. I had a dream last night that woke me up crying because I saw my mother in a sickly state and I ran over to her and hugged her saying "I love you mom, more than life it self." And as I hugged her there in bed at what seemed to be the age of 90 or so I seamlessly transitioned into my waking state, seemingly no difference because I woke in the same position I was in the dream, my pillow felt like the soft fabric she was wearing in the dream and I was in tears all the same. So perhaps it is a part of me that refuses to move because I love my parents so much. It's happened like that more than once and with my father too.
I've also been feeling like there is something I am neglecting and I am doing what I can to tune into it. I feel like it has something to do with Mother Earth. Some information has come to my attention from Inelia Benz about a new Operating System for the human, but I am doubtful about it. Doubtful but open. I am weary when it comes to the idea of downloading things from the cosmos but I am seeing if I can tune into whether or not it is for my highest good. - Update I just re-read it an it looks like it is a upload not a download, and that certainly is intiguing! I will ask my HigherSelf to show it to me first as Inelia Benz suggests. The first time I did this I saw a multi-colored butterfly on a holographic plate and a glowing human in the center with their arms an legs outspread, all contained within the butterfly.
Now here at the end of my day and through someone I recently discovered on Facebook my attention was brought to Peru, which a friend had mentioned not too long ago. Honestly I am having all kinds of emotions and am really tired. I can't contemplate travel right now. I want to sleep, for like, two days and gather as much shamanic data as I can. That's how I feel.
All things creative.