Awesome morning today. I woke up and received several inspirations from that space between awake and asleep. The first acknowledgement was that "I AM the love that I seek." This came as I was reminiscing of old days, of a house we lived in several years ago and the feelings I had in my me time. I realized I was associating how I felt to the space I occupied instead of the real truth which is the energy I contributed to that space. Just an inner knowing emerged that felt so important to remind myself of. Too often we get into forgetfulness and feel like there is no love that will satisfy, when in truth, as I see it, we ARE that love and are simply in a habitual patterning of denying that we have it all within us at all times. Which brought me to the second awareness that "We feel what we most consistently acknowledge." If we acknowledge ideas about lack or lovelessness in ourselves but not the beauty and abundance our true being is, we will FEEL that all throughout our being. It is a self fulfilling prophecy. We WILL feel what we keep defining as truth and investing our identity in. Which brought me to the third awareness which came as a clear vision "There is Greatness in YOU!" which showed up as a pointing hand, on a piece of paper posted on my bedroom door. It was clear as day and I knew I must create it for real.
Somewhere along the way the awareness struck me that "We feel to BE most what we spread to others." These awarenesses all came very quickly and are knowings. Stuff that I just know to be true for me, and my life has shown me the evidence for them. Look at all those moments in your life where you felt great around someone, and how that effect lasted well beyond the interaction. When we interact we can't help but FEEL the effect we are having on others, if we are sensative to how we feel. And they will always project how we are making them feel. There is an energy exchange here. If we do something kind to someone we will feel the energy of kindess within our body. If we are being exhuberant and fun and carefree and sharing that freely with a freind or anyone, we are automatically creating an energy in our body and no matter how they take it it is having its effect on us eve more powerfully than it would have if we were the same way but alone. This has helped me to understand the bahaviors of some others in my life and made me more aware of the effect I am having on others and thus on myself. So spread to others exaclty what you want to feel. Take no heed to how they take it, just feel the energy and spread it. If you feel hopeless look for a way to spread hope to others. If you are sad look for a way to bring up the energy of Joy and give it away.
The final awareness actually ties into the second awareness. I was given a very subtle vision that was very powerful in effect. An image of someone who saw the greatness in me and the words written on a peice of paper by it "You're Amazing." I felt the energy of love and understanding coming from their eyes and this allowed me to more clearly see that I AM love and totally lovable.
I hope you will apply any one of these to yourself that feel it will help. Bless YOU my friend. :)
All things creative.