Woohoo! Today I put my dreams into practice combining fun and responsibility, or fun and personal empowerment, into one act. Last night one of the most powerful and final experiences was me skating at a roller skate rink with others. In fact last night before I went to bed I had realized that this was one of the main things missing from my life, FUN WITH OTHERS! Great confirmation. So when I woke up this morning I got to business. I decided I was going to manifest this dream. No more living it up only in the dream world. It's time to step into the unknown and take risks and follow my heart. If I have to go alone, well perhaps all the better to step into my power in this world. When I looked up the directions on Google I was given further confirmation from the universe by the leaving time for the bus being 1:43pm. And yes, I screen captured it!
It's funny because I distinctly remember as I was skating in my dream last night saying aloud "Hey, there's no way I'm going to be able to take a picture of this for my book!" LOL
I invited my uncle to come with me but he passed for now. All in perfect alignment! I'm not letting ANYTHING or ANYONE stop me from living my hearts desire and sometimes that means going alone. My father is very protective of his children, because he is a very loving person. Today as I was walking to the skating rink I found that I was realizing that the behavior I was calling fear-based from my father was actually just an indicator that he loved his children and would do anything to protect us. But as a being stepping into his power I must both respect this an also not live by it, because there is too much caution if we follow the rules of those who wish for our safety. Sometimes you just need to throw caution to the wind and if your heart calls you to it, Trust, and GO! :)
It was last night also that I realized that the whole butterfly thing, and connecting with the animal kingdom was actually about my making sure and receiving feedback from the universe that I am in fact being looked after and guided and for synchronicity to build a confidence in me that wasn't there prior to this phase. I needed that. To know that no matter where I go and in what situation I find myself I can be confident that angels are watching over me and that I am not alone in my journey as it might seem. That was phase one. And now I am entering, transitioning into phase two, which is where to greater and greater degrees I step into the unknown and trust this guidance and non-physical help I am constantly receiving, to which I have much more confidence in now that I've gone through phase one, and to which I am most grateful!
To celebrate I dropped all the rules and ate pizza and chocolate and bought some celebratory drink when I got back. Always ALWAYS celebrate when you do something out of character that took courage. Always reward yourself in some way. This is my advice. You deserve it. And it makes it all the more memorable and desirable to continue.
Oh yea I almost forgot to mention. At the skating rink today I found thirteen cents in lucky money! More valuable than the quarters in my pocket. ;)
Here is some video of me skating. :)
Photos of the day...
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