So if you've read up to this point perhaps you recall that I want to live a life free of money. You'll also recall just little bit ago I wrote the blog entitle "Gratitude the new currency." It is my intention to prove to myself and to others that an abundant life can be lived fully with little to no need for money. Do you seriously think we NEED little pieces of paper and digits in an account to live life? That's the matrix, it's a lie and a controlling entity. The animals get along without it and so can we. We just need to trust our power and love and light and step forward with confidence and faith in ourselves and our well being, and also use a little creativity an intelligence.
Today I decided I was sitting around to much, I needed to take some courageous action again! So I decided it was time to head over to the car dealer and give them my business card. I was going to strike up a little conversation but the guy there was totally preoccupied at his computer and certainly did not give me much eye contact at all. I suppose I could have stuck around, but I hit one of those awkward silences, I mean it was a second or two at most, but to keep the vibe up I just said "I was wondering if you might need some graphic arts support, here's my business card, alright?" With a smile. Meanwhile he is staring at his computer nearly ignoring me, he says "Alright" very casually. He was in a nice space vibrationally but just seemed preoccupied. So I put the business card on the table, told him it was "here" and "okay?" and he says "okay." again very casually, soft voice, gazing at the computer. And I walk out. I may give him a call and let him know my intentions are to get a car, but I may not, I think I will let him look at the card and look at the website and go back to him in a few days perhaps. :)
The whole way there I felt pretty powerful, there was a power in my step and my chest felt high, shoulders back. I felt a weight in each clump of my boots and held a natural smile. When I left the car dealer I felt a familiar electric feeling, a tingling and heat inside. That's what I get when I act despite fears and ideas that something is above me. I am infused with some kind of energy and feel strong.
The hope? That he will need some graphic arts support and do a trade with me. But I leave it open to the universal flow. I have done my part and that is to show up. In this case to his outlet with my card. And to show up with my voice.
I just went through my photos after taking a picture of 12:43 and found out that the first picture I took today on the way back from the car dealership was exactly 4.43mb! Really? You doubt me do you? Well that sucks for me because I saved over top of the original with a modified version so I can't prove it! lol
Here's the picture I took that was 4.43mb.
And the time...
And the crazy me having fun tonight! :D
If you take yourself too seriously you are creating a prison for yourself. That's what I have come to find. I am done living in prisons.
All things creative.