So one of the things on my list of intentions was to be in a professional photo shoot with a girl round about my age. This is many things wrapped up in one. It is stepping into the unknown and doing something daring (to me), it is a way of having fun, it is a new way to express my personal creativity since I'll have input on some of the shots, and finally it will act as a sort of catalyst and vision board for my twin flame reunion. That being said yesterday evening I started a chat with a local photographer who needs my artistry! So we are both talking about trading our craft and tomorrow I have a meetup with him and his partner at a local restaurant. Things are happening fast! I am super excited about this and it explains why I felt like I needed to hold back with some work for Alex at rawguru.com. I couldn't explain it at the time but now I feel this is why.
Last night I had a series of experiences that confirmed this photo session as a good thing. I found myself being spoken to by who I perceived to be Gaia, or Mother Earth. She explained to me that...
"Karma is like money, you have to earn good karma through good acts... money is a reminder."
I found myself moving at high speeds through a chamber which now that I think about it resembled a super giant heart. I passed with Gaia and a blonde female who at the time I assumed was my cousin but upon reflection I recognized that this girl was probably the girl I will be doing the photo shoot with! Good Karma, man what a thrill ride it was. It wasn't just adrenaline I felt but bliss! I was right next to her and we might have been holding hands.
When I woke up an contemplated the idea of earning good karma it made sense. I guess I had resisted this notion in the past as it suggested to me that happiness or fulfillment must be earned. But then I came realize that's not necessarily what it is saying at all. I had made an unnecessary connection of fun and fulfillment. Ecstatic experiences are not suggested as fulfillment at all! So it came like this...
"Karma Thrills Us, Spirit Fulfills Us."
Whether it is "good" karma or "bad" it is thrilling to us ultimately. All of it was intentional on some level. But if we want "good karma" we must act accordingly. Ultimately it is based on the frequency we emit, but that's naturally going to produce actions. A zen lifestyle of nothing but positive thoughts will simply sustain it's simple existence. But if we go out and serve and bring joy to others, help liberate others and raise their vibes, it comes back to us in like frequency. I don't claim to understand it fully, but the concept makes sense, and certainly encourages action!
The argument can be made that "When I do this act I feel deep fulfillment so doesn't that suggest my action is fulfilling me?" Well if your Spirit was deeply connected to that action then THAT part of you, your spiritual self, in alignment with its purpose, becomes more present and it naturally makes you feel filled up and deeply good. The action itself is neutral as someone who does it who is not acting in joy will not derive the same benefits from it. Maybe on the surface 3d world, but probably not deep down.
Wish me well as I do you! Have faith in yourself and your guidance! Courage and Passion!
I do have a final note, my guides pointed something out, as I was having a nightmarish experience. It really was nothing more than the things I love being given an ugly vibe. This was being done by the forces of darkness to discourage my movement and progress. My guide said "They are honing on you." I am making allot of headway in terms of clarity and purpose and action to Spiritual Liberation and Personal Empowerment. The dark ones, they don't like that. I'll just take it as a compliment.
All things creative.