Today it took me a long time to get grounded in the morning. I had been off to so many realities and in many of them I died. When I got back my body felt really heavy and my head was heavy. It took me well over two hours to settle back into my body. I was stumbling and doing all I could to fully embody again. I'm sure you've experienced it, it's like it's a struggle just to be awake, but you're not tired.
Anyway one of the biggest lessons in my dream was that of responsibility. I found myself back at our old house sitting down at a table with my family. I had a big gut and someone said "Who do you have to blame?" I said "I have no one to blame, only people to thank." Truly I feel people have been nothing but gifts to me. But the point was I think that at any time it could be taken away and then who would I blame, or, thank? It is all my creation and yet what about what I am contributing to it? I was in two places at once and felt like I was really high in the second place and that made me fall backwards in my chair at the dinner table.
So it is hard to ground it, even now I feel a little not here. But I am here none the less. There were lessons through out today, messages that confirmed my feelings. This book is not supposed to show the world anything special or particularly magical. I thought it was but I found that it was beginning to become more technical than it needed to be. This book is about one man finding himself and finding freedom. Freedom is to know ourselves and live in a sincere and simple way that feels right. So today the two most important things to me are simply Fun and Responsibility. It can be said in different ways, like Joy and Personal Empowerment. Freedom, spreading my wings, what is that? It doesn't have to be anything special, it's returning to a natural state of being, like a child, while also seeing my personal power to mold my life with Spirit. I suppose that's the magic, rediscovering my connection to a greater existence, one that reaches beyond simple physics and into our actual being.
But if this is not fun, then I am not writing it. It's going to be set up in such a way that I am 100% focused on joy and personal empowerment, this book is just a little thing I do at the end of the day to share. Very important to me to remember what matters and what keeps me centered and focused on what matters.
Personal Empowerment & Spiritual Liberation.
Just as I finished writing this I caught the clock at 11:11. So that makes it clear yet again.
It is not by focusing on synchronicity that we find joy, but by focusing on joy that synchronicity finds us!
Through all of this, we must willing to step into the unknown. On that note here's a song on that subject from one of my favorite all time movies!
All things creative.