I have decided that I will write only when there are significant things to tell of, I don't want to create fillers. Last night I had some dreams where I was guided through a field where there was a bunch of raised garden beds by a female being. She held both of my hands from behind. The connection was with her and she said something and I saw a manhole in the earth. I got the distinct feeling that she was pointing to the ignorance and damage humanity is doing to the earth. Then I found myself chasing a girl out of the field into the city.
I get the feeling that this is attempting to remind me of something that is perhaps deeper and closer to my true desires. It seems to suggest that chasing girls is a bit of a detour with the same idea in mind but there is a more direct path. The goal is of course the healing of the relationship between male and female. In myself firstly but this seems to suggest a more direct connection to Earth would help.
So when I woke up I felt compelled to connect with a girl who works with scent to help people along their spiritual path. Since she came to mind and I don't usually think of her I made the connection between that and connecting with Earth. She is herself very connected to a sense of deep spirituality and she reminds me of a dream I had which was very Earthy. So I hit her up today and she said my words "spoke to her" and she wants to skype with me. I am a little excited but it is a calmness, not a hyper type of excitement but a peaceful vibe. When we speak she says she wants to identify my deepest intentions, I like that.
I have also been contacting different photographers and churning out different ideas for them to turn into photoshoots. My intention is simply to experiment with creativity in new ways, to create new connections and discover what is possible. As I experiment I summon new feelings and guidance is much more active when there is intentions and actions and a conscious play between my consciousness and my creative potential. It's fun and exhilarating to discover what I was capable of all along but because I didn't believe in myself I never even thought to do. We must PLAY with Creation! We must be willing to experiment and be fully embracing of the fact that not everything will happen the way we anticipate! It's a self discovery process, if it works the first time then there is something you already understand perhaps or you could say you just got lucky and hit the bulls eye the first time. In any case, never give up on anything your Spirit feel intuitively drawn to! As long as you refuse to give up you will find a way. If your desire diminishes then accept that, your attention is needed elsewhere.
Here are some of the concepts I have thrown together.
Glenn has all the designs we've been working on so far and has sent them to the printer to be put on t-shirts. I got the idea last night to offer my hand at the printer, we'll see what the guy says. I think this will be a great opportunity to see if he will allow me to print my graphic artist t-shirt design in return for my help. Exciting!
All things creative.