Today felt almost like a day off. Some synchronicity occurred but overall I didn't feel anything noteworthy happened today. I went to the green way today and sat on the edge of a bridge for the first time, and I felt pretty free and at peace. I began to realize that most of us are not fully able to appreciate life, it's too much the repetitive work-a-day or school day. Too much in our heads, not enough in our free spirited heart space. Of course I don't know what everyone is going through, but I certainly think we should be as present as possible as much as possible. Either I am purely enjoying what is or I am working to become more fully embodied and empowered. Any time I feel something is imprisoning me I pull away from it. Even things that initially were a great gift have their time in the sun and a time for the sun to set. It's just the way it is. Life is ever moving, and we run into trouble when we resist that.
I do not know what kind of legacy I will leave, nor what people will think of me, but really it doesn't matter. What matters is that I tap into what matters to me and live that to the fullest. Becoming fully embodied with my divine essence and fully engaged in a meaningful life, that's what gives me a deep sense of purpose. To shed the weight and fly like a bird, to release the fears and shine like a star. We were all made to shine I think, but we will all choose our own path, and that's just perfect. For in the end I think we will find that...
It is more important what we are able to prove to ourselves than what we are able to prove to others.
That is what this book is about. It's about proving things to myself. By sharing it my hope is that people will find it inspiring and helpful. I cannot prove anything to someone who insists upon perceiving things in a certain way. And besides, we all want to experience our own magic. Living vicariously through others has its uses perhaps, but it is just not the same. Imagining how things can be, that magic can come from all these angles and surprise and delight us, may be helpful, but ultimately I'm sure we all want our own epic journey to begin. To make contact with the Enigmas of the universe and engage life fully! So what this book is to you, is what it is to you. And I hope it is, as I've said, inspiring and helpful. We are capable of so much if we just believe in ourselves and take a leap of faith.
Here's a little randomness. I made a video for a friend of my fumbling on the piano today.
All things creative.